Sunday, May 9, 2010

Still Kicking....

Yup, it's official, I'm a terrible blogger. Already...only 4 months in and I'm a freakin' terrible blogger. Umph umph umph. I'm going to do better. Really. I am. Stick with me friends.

So, B and I got back from vacay last night and it was beyond awesome. We were in Punta Cana for an entire week and I can't say enough amazing things about that place. This actually wasn't our first time there; we went on our honeymoon two years ago. We totally relaxed, attended my aunt's beautiful wedding and just had a great time with family. We do this quite often, the whole family vacation thing. Next year (that's right gals, your girl B is a TRUE planner, which makes this whole infertility thing quite ironic - already working on next years family vacay) we are going to Hawaii, so give me your recs on which island we should go to and some fun things to plan.

But on another's Mother's Day. Rough, rough day today. I really don't know what else to say about it. Last year was rough too, but that was before we started seeing our RE and before the IUI's. I guess we were just so hopeful and optimistic that next year (this year) would be our year. And here we are. The feeling on this Mother's Day is so much more painful; knowing what was, and then wasn't, and then what could have been on this day. So here we are. Hoping and praying that next year we'll be able to join in the Hallmark holidays with those close to us.

Although it is difficult, I do hope that all the moms and expecting moms out there had a fabulous day filled with joy and love. And to those of us still's to next year.


  1. I say to those of us in waiting that we deserved to celebrate Mother's Day. I tried to take a different take on it this year - if you're interested:

    Glad you're back!!